How can hope spring eternal,when tears dried?
Terror runs my mind,horror is my heart’s guide
Life makes me wanna hide within me, hurt i dread
Scared of myself,not life,is what makes me hide!
Time – when i was desperately aching & bleeding
Dreams of ever-lasting passion were fast receding
Soul wailed loudly,tears tried to prove extenuating
Insufferable wounds were inflicted deep,secreting
But woes-malevolent beasts,ignored spirits pleading
Sinful heart was hurled into pitfall of wails burning
Sanity was nagged into a snare for spellbound undertaking
Eyes, thrown in melting acids were continuosly lamenting
Cells of sinner broiled for adoration-selfishly conceding
Conscience faced accusations of valley of echoes curbing
Then came time – when i took delight to relish repenting
Guilt took pleasure in agony for sacrificing everything
Emotions were expelled with agonies for wrong-doing
Hope was penalized with desperation slowly creeping
Trust was imprisoned never to flee on wings of misleading
And Love was executed in silence, by pain forever alienating!
The waves of time buffet on my essence in reminiscence
Throwing many shattered memories along it’s shore….
Eyes drown in the pain of flashbacks of hope and hopelessness,
Captivated and constrained,fated and circumstanced,deprived and devoid….
Water from oceans of over-flowing emotions crashes upon my heart,
It rips barriers of my lesions
Forlorn and weary,fortitude gives way and lets sentiments drown the
spirit in inadequacy
A splinter that penetrated way back pangs and twinges through my veins
The retrospect brings wails of my tender heart over my apathy
Cruel Intent which locked it within like a Superintendent
Which imprisoned it in iron cuffs of fear….Fear of Love!
Brain which like a cruel Jailer wrote on the walls of my cell
Love?Love is a weakness, hurts and confiscates
Love?Love is beyond comfort zones, beyond strength!
The Fears danced around the bonfires on the shores of my lifeless corpse
Uneffected by my shrieks and pounds, laughing at my helplessness
Feelings bleeding,bruises-A walk upon shells of my broken dreams perhaps…
Chills of sorrow down my spine and bones owed to coastal winds of loneliness
The tides ebb away….But leave debri of regret on shores of my conscience!