Longing…

I Long for you….
Like leaves wish for trees in autumn
They yearn dearly for impossible
Longing surpasses their lives!

I long for you….
Like a fallen star craves for skies
The light to which it had devoted
But, it’s world has fallen apart!

I long for you….
Like waves rush to coast
No gain but pain,embrace…
Shattering bitterly on rocks
Leaving gems and shells on way back!

Desire so intense i can’t breathe
Neither cry nor laugh,neverending languish
Pierces my heart and soul,makes me hollow
The value of this longing is emptiness!

I want to escape…

I want to escape…
Sequels of my past my mind rewinds
Longing to rearrange my memories
But woe is me, can only be re-written
And it takes courage to create new ones!

I want to escape…
Snafues – Miniscule but magnified
Into dissappointments and regrets
Overgrown gigantically to low self-esteem
Resulting in ill belief of worthlessness!

I want to escape…
Weight of the world bringing me down
Keeping ill-moments alive which hurt
Desisting after failures,missteps of qualms
Feeling powerless over what happens to us!

I want to escape…
My Feelings – Landing me in quicksilver
Marred, unreciprocated,exploited,squandered!
Expectations gone unnoticed, desires unresponded
Aches, tears, sobs,tender hearts can’t bear!

I want to escape…
My nonsense, overthinking panicky mind
Protracted cancerous chemtrails of negativity
Redundant whirlpools eating up will to carry on,
Toppling strength,capitulating my own shadow!

Positives of Life

An innocent infant smile – As pure as an angel
Natural emotions unseived right from the heart
Divine cure to my unstringed heart,jaded mind!

Sound of Music – Soothing melodies to my core
Song of life composed in pieces by singing soul
Bringing rhythm to the vehement ardent journey!

Nature – Aligns my gravity in mid of buoyancy
Ties my senses to life and it’s best exhibit
Invigorating view to my sore sight and insight!

So many negatives in the dark room of my life
Yet nothing compares to splash of these colors
Converting all into positives instantaneously!

Love Grows into a Garden

Fragrance…of Freshly Bloomed Love
Pleura filler with adrenaline rush
Numerous buds protude in every cell
Awaiting flower bomb explosions!

Dandelions of strange sensations spread
Like hair-raising all over the kingdom
Making ears burn,giving hot brows and cheeks
Giving butterflies in stomach,uninvited grins!

Stars in your eyes,Mirror often complimenting you
Weaving dreams in your backpack on knitting needles
Dressed to kill,cutting dash,not a hair out of place
Spread wings flying above rainbows,bitten by the bug!

Exploring the turning pathways of the heart
Never knew, never been to half of it before
Immersed in purity,foreseeing budding affirmation
A soul propagating in a gleaming cover of light!

A courage emancipating your feelings and thoughts
Glitter gets in eyes and glitz moments and hours
Encompassing a world with firm yet delicate twine
Freedom from fears,hate and emotional detachment!

A huge space created in heart,thoughts,time,life!
Lifetime Decesion,which only a heart liable to take
A one time place reserved to one heart only forever
Place where,togetherness flourish and garden grows…

I Love An Invisble Face

Human thoughts and emotions and extend have always strive
To carve a face,bow before it’s grace,find beauty and dive
My heart found nothing phenominal in such fondness&affection
Craved a soul,without face,without grace,no bonding just connection!
With silence as a medium,eyes as doorways,tears and smiles as modes
We could communicate deepest sentiments with expressions,unsaid odes
Our breaths the songs we sing, heartbeats the tunes we dance upon
Every beauty an ornament of beloved,love with every color and stroke drawn
Nature and it’s sights it adorns, seasons the shades of it’s dynamic nature
In it’s invisible presence,i’m expressed outright,no harm,out of danger!
Not meant to unite,yet deluged,Far apart yet merged as one and only
Absorbed in blood and breath, skin and soul, synced together yet lonely
It touches my heart and soul,appeases my wishes,fills me with light so pure
Such kind of love resides inside me, will die with me, and it has no cure!