Fear dragged me through tunnel of consequence
Mind magnified them,entitled to huge credence
In an attempt to avoid fear and trying to forget
Here i am,in the pitfall,facing guilt and regret!
White hair,wrinkles,pain,tears,fool for loving
Deprived dreams,shabby spirit,mistrust and grieve
This is all i was left with at the end of your betrayal
With an evil grin you ran away clean with best of me!
Meticulously chose moments,wrote in book of life painstakingly
Tears flooded eyes,twist in time erased hard earned words of life
I stand gazing with awe,empty eyes,hands,emotions and mind!
Can weary hearts,empty hourglass fill pages,how to survive strife?
Half-needed relationships,half-willed responsibility
Half of my soul, half a tear, half a moment or two
Half happiness,half smile,half love half-heartedly!
Left me hanging in the skies half a life disgustingly!
How can hope spring eternal,when tears dried?
Terror runs my mind,horror is my heart’s guide
Life makes me wanna hide within me, hurt i dread
Scared of myself,not life,is what makes me hide!
The hours of plentiful endurance
The minutes of instant occurrence
The seconds of flash of existence
And the moments of disappearance!
For some being breathless is death
For others beginning of constant pain
Some think it’s dead corpse,a coffin
Truth,when feelings&thoughts are slain!